good girls never swallow

"I had a hole in my heart / So I threw away my plate / 'Cos nothing would fill me up / Whatever I ate"

maybe im pregnant...or not. 2005-06-20
>2005-06-20
i always spend more time looking for new layouts and changing my layouts then i actually spend adding new entries.
i feel so damn fat and bloated today . all my pants are tight amd my stomach hurts from the waste cutting into my skin. I dont have any money to buy new work clothes, so im fucked.
it took all i had not to cry all day at work because i was so miserable. i'm sleepy all the time and i just feel to damn fat to move.
maybe im pregnant...or not. I have thought that for a year and yet every month the test comes up negative. imagine what that what do for my weight problem/issue let alone my life.
skinny girls are rich girls - 2005-06-21
maybe im pregnant...or not. - 2005-06-20
I WANNA ROT FROM VIEW - 2005-06-17
whats meant to be - 2005-06-16
whats meant to be - 2005-06-16

Boat rocking Trouble maker Non conforming shit starter With the rebel DNA pirate spirit Headache

It took me all my life To finally figure out That I'm not in the mood To be anything like you And maybe it's alright And maybe not I'll conduct my choir I'll figure it out

Truth seeker
Big bullshit detector
The point is made
but not well recieved
Plastic flowers whatever
Behave

And I,
you know I tell the truth
Even if you
wanna shut your mind
And I'm so alive
I'll just stick with my own kind

It took me all my life
To finally figure out
That I'm not in the mood
To be anything like you
And maybe it's alright
And maybe not
I'll conduct my choir
I'll figure it out
I'll figure it out
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French Fries
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Cake
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