good girls never swallow

"I had a hole in my heart / So I threw away my plate / 'Cos nothing would fill me up / Whatever I ate"

whats meant to be 2005-06-16
>2005-06-16
i took the kid to the pool today nothing like looking at a bunch of girls that are skinnier than me. or yet even better-seing someone i know and knowing that im not thinnier than the last time they seen me. i realize more and more every day that i am getting older and that my youth is slipping away from me, and the only thing that has always held me back is my weight.
i told my boyfriend today that i wanted to break up just to see what he would say and he he told me that we couldnt break up. when i asked him why he said it was because we arewhat's meant to be...
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whats meant to be - 2005-06-16

Boat rocking Trouble maker Non conforming shit starter With the rebel DNA pirate spirit Headache

It took me all my life To finally figure out That I'm not in the mood To be anything like you And maybe it's alright And maybe not I'll conduct my choir I'll figure it out

Truth seeker
Big bullshit detector
The point is made
but not well recieved
Plastic flowers whatever
Behave

And I,
you know I tell the truth
Even if you
wanna shut your mind
And I'm so alive
I'll just stick with my own kind

It took me all my life
To finally figure out
That I'm not in the mood
To be anything like you
And maybe it's alright
And maybe not
I'll conduct my choir
I'll figure it out
I'll figure it out
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